Date: Oct. 01, 2004 Time: 12:29 AM My current mood is: Disgusting and whiney Right now I should be writing a paper. Actually, it was supposed to be due earlier today. But of course, I didn't do it. Fortunatly in class I was able to escape the professer realizing I didn't hand in my paper. But now...now I'm left with all this work I was too depressed to do, but now I'm too overwhelmed and I think I may just not do it. Part of me really wants to, because I want to do well in class, I don't want to get a zero. But it's just so overwhelming, staring at the sheet that says what I'm supposed to write, then looking to the blank screen on my computer. Yes I know I sound like a whiney bitch who has no one to blame but herself but, as it has been shown time and time again, I am my own worst enemy. And just to extra prove what a moron I am, I'm sitting here eating. I am well aware that I'm fat and disgusting, yet continue to eat, as usual. Tomorrow I'll diet, I swear. I'm so ashamed, everyday I wear an oversized zipup sweatshirt to hide my hidious self. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: