Date: Sept. 10, 2004
Time: 10:11 PM
My current mood is:
Yay I'm a loser, blah blah blah
Ok so yesterday's entry was pretty stupid. Feel free to ignore that. I was just feeling very flustered or something. I'm feeling very anxious today, right now more self injury urges, why won't they go away??? I fell asleep earlier and had an awful nightmare, when I woke up I felt dissoriented. I feel like a huge geek, it's Friday night and I'm just sitting here. I don't want to talk to anyone, except Jon but he's at work. I have no life. I'm a loser. Yay. And I had a rough draft of a 10 page paper due today and didn't do it. Wonderful. I'll do it this weekend and hand it in on monday. Still constantly depressed about my weight/fat. Yet I just sit around and eat all day to dull things. Won't go to the gym, cause what's the point, why even bother.I have nothing to really write about, except the other day I was attacked by baby flies. Not just me, but tons of people. It was crazy, and very, very, disgusting.
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