Date: Apr. 27, 2004
Time: 2:01 AM
My current mood is:
No sex in my city
Jon and I had a fight tonight. I ended up in tears, because I'm a wuse and couldn't take it. He got all pissy cause I didn't want to have sex because my stomach hurt(actually my abdomin). So we got into a big tizzy over it. He always takes it so personally, saying things like "It's so convenient that every time I ask you to have sex, your stomach hurts", but I can't fucking help it since my stomach hurts all the fucking time! I just wish he would try to think of how I feel instead of just bitching about his lack of sex. He doesn't take into consideration that I'm in pain. But we fought and then talked it out, so now things are ok. Well, for now. I don't know what he wants me to do. He said he wants me to compromise more, but I can't help it if I'm in pain! I mean sheesh, I have 3 digestive problems, along with a low sex drive, what am I supposed to do?? I felt really bad because he brought up that we only had sex once in the past month :( I really didn't mean to, it's just my IBS has been worse this past month. I know I always bitch about it in here, but it's the fucking truth. I know it's frustrating for him though. I'm going to try to make more of an effort. I just hate feeling guilty about it, I feel pressured, even though he tells me he doesn't want me to feel that way. Anyway, now I'm just tired after all that. I'm going to bed.
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