Date: Feb. 06, 2004 Time: 4:10 PM My current mood is: Pissy Jon slept over last night. I feel bad cause I know he wanted to have sex last night/today, but I wouldn't. My stomach is just bothering me too much right now, it has been all week(which means no sex for him all week!). I started my diet Monday, and since then my digestive system has been totally spazzing out! Which is odd cause you'd think the less I eat, the easier on my system. But it's doing the opposite, so today I'm just eating IBS safe foods. It pisses me off so much cause how am I supposed to lose weight if cutting my calories makes me feel sick?? So annoying! I feel like I've been pushing Jon away. Lately whenever he compliments me or says he cares I tell him not to say that. I don't want to be emotional, I don't want to have sex, I don't want to do anything. I'm just in a pissy mood I guess. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: