Date: Nov. 14, 2003 Time: 9:37 PM My current mood is: Drain Bamaged It's Friday night, I'm listening to The Pixies, I'm cleaning my room and doing laundry. Wooo I'm a party animal eh? I'm psyched, The Pixies got back together and are putting out a new album and touring next year!! I'm totally going to see them. I just went out to eat with my sister, her boyfriend, my dad and his girlfriend. We went out to celebrate that my sister's boyfriend got his GED. The restaraunt sucked. It was a steak house, so I ordered the one veggie meal- 4 veggies/potatoes. So I picked green beans, a salad, rice, and fries. Well the salad had cheese and eggs in it, blech. I picked out as much as I could. I'd asked for the dressing on the side, but enough of it spilled into the salad so that I didn't need put more on. Then came the meal. The green beans were NASTY. My dad's girlfriend got the same greenbeans, and she said "Oh there's ham in this just so you know"...what the fuck?? They should TELL people if there's ham in the greenbeans. I honestly didn't even know it was ham, apparently I don't even remember the taste of it, but I just know it tasted sickening. So the other day I was meeting with my learning disorder advisor at school(we meet once a week). She asked me if...no, she wasn't joking...if I'd gotten dropped on my head as a child. Yes, really. She was serious. I was kind of taken aback, and didn't know what to say. I guess I give off that brain damage vibe to people :/ I guess the reason she asked, is that she said my problems seem very distinct/specific and not generalized, like I can understand things perfectly, it's just certain things I'm crap at, and I guess seems more like I hit my head as a child rather then a learning disorder??? So maybe I have a spot of brain damage. Who knows. I didn't mention it, but I actually DID get dropped as a child. But was too embarrised to say it. Hilary called earlier, but I tried to get off quick, didn't want to hang out with her tonight. I'm a little mad at her, just in general, not any specific reason. I was thinking about her the other day and I just got filled with rage, so I just need my space from her. I just hate how she acts like a fucking newspaper! It's like all she does with her time is watch the news and read the news online, so that when I talk to her she's always telling me random things, making like she's so smart that she knows all these things. Like if I asked her who the president of Guatamala was, she would actually know. And that pisses me off SO MUCH! It's like she doesn't know how to talk about more normal stuff, so she fills her brain with facts and news articles, and tries to act better then everyone because she knows. What got me thinking about this was the other day I sent her this movie clip about Philip Morris changing their name to Altria. She replied back saying the clip was a bit late since they're changing they're name again. Now, instead of saying that after seeing it she looked up on their website and saw that or something, she just said that. But I know she didn't know that offhand. YOu know what I mean?? It's like she tries to be this great person of knowledge, and I wish she'd just be more down to earth. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: