Date: Sept. 16, 2003 Time: 12:57 AM My current mood is: Forgot my meds Ah what to say what to say, I dunno know, blah. I should be sleeping probably, or reading for school tomorrow, but whatever. I haven't been doing a good job at reading every single thing I'm supposed to. So far I read as much as I can before class, and wing it from there. I got a quiz back and only got one wrong though, not too shabby. I have been in a pretty damn good mood for days though, except for tonight, have been feeling kind of questionable. I ran out of my stomach medication recently and was too lazy to pick up more, so today after I ate dinner I felt the immediate urge to vomit, normally quelled by the meds. So I ate some chips and cookies too and then purged, I haven't purged in awhile actually. But after that I got the refill for my med. so I think I'll be ok. I went to my therapist the other day, she asked how I was, I said fine, she said "Well you don't look fine", I asked "What do you mean?", she said "You've lost weight". Honestly though, I've been eating! I dunno, my metabolism is weird. I feel so weird, like I'm in limbo...not truely disordered, yet not normal. I was a total idiot and skipped class tonight because of the not having my meds thing, cause I didn't feel well. That's a crappy excuse, I really CAN'T skip classes, I need to do well!! Uff, I hope tomorrow I'm in a good mood again, right now I'm just kinda...blah. Oh and one of my fish died (from my 5 gallon tropical tank). I'm not sure if I should get another or just leave the rest there. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: