Date: Apr. 16, 2003 Time: 12:55 AM My current mood is: Yay it was nice out for once Mmmm this apple is so good, it's nice to keep something down after purging 3 times today. Today was so nice out! Absolutly beautiful. Jon and I took the train into Boston and walked around all day. We've been hanging out like CONSTANTLY, practicly 24 hours a day. I'm feeling slightly repulsed by this. He's cool and all, but this joined at the hip thing is makeing me almost dislike him....or not dislike more like I"m just getting annoyed. I feel bad saying that cause how can someone who's nice and treats you great annoy you? I think we both just have WAY too much time on our hands seeing as neither of us have jobs, so we just hang around constantly. And I have no time to b/p! I find myself wishing he would leave so I could, or sneaking it while he's here. Ufff I feel like I'm badmouthing him. I just need some space. Feeling pretty depressed lately. Oh well, such is life. I really need to start looking for a job. Weird thing today: When we went into the city, we went to a store called Condom World. Guess who comes strolling in...my sister and her boyfriend! Kinda odd to see your family at a porn store. Oh also, I forgot to bring up that I've been weird about sex lately. Not sure why, but I always feel like I'm pushing Jon away. He's just always all over me, tearing my clothes off. Maybe my sex drive kinda died from not eating enough? Maybe he's too horny for me? Maybe I'm oversexed? Maybe he's annoying me? Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: