Date: Feb. 25, 2003 Time: 11:07 PM My current mood is: Pondering Today I took a hacksaw out of the garage and began hacking away at my doorknob. I'm attempting to take off the doornob to my room and put on one with a lock...unfortunatly I have a really old kind that the only way to take it off is to saw the damn thing in two. Yesterday didn't do very well as far as purging, I ended up puking three times. Today I did much better though, didn't do it at all! I just have to put that behind me and realize that it's a choice, and I'm chosing to NOT do that anymore, enough! Today at therapy Joyce brought up going to the eating disorder day clinic Here. I'm not really sure how much help I would even need, since I'm not really that bad now, I mean I am lapsing a bit but it's definitly not as bad as I was before. I guess I should call and ask what would be an appropriate program for me. Had work today, did another little "Gee I had work yesterday? I didn't even know, teehee!" *evil grin* Of course they bought it too. Catherine gave me a talk asking if I was quitting because she threatened to give me a warning the other day, I said no but looked at her blankly, unsmiling. As I left the office she yelled out "Have a nice life", I stopped and REALLY wanted to say fuck off bitch but just smiled and kept walking, laughing to myself. Stupid bitch. Jon's still looking for jobs and apartments, no luck yet. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: