Date: Feb. 01, 2003 Time: 6:39 PM My current mood is: V-Day plans My grandmother is back in the hospital. She was in for awhile then came home for a day, but she started bleeding from the medication and now is there again. They're giving her a blood transfusion cause of the bleeding. I visited her the other day, and thought of how awesome she is, she's not your usual knitting and rocking chair type of granny. She swims laps at the gym, I swear she's more physically fit then I am and she's 86! She's feisty and stubborn, she tells people "you don't know your ass from your elbow!" and calls people shmucks and bastards. She always gives her opinion, regardless if you want it, and she enjoys living alone/being independant. I never really realized it before, but I look up to her. She's such an independant lively opinionated person, that's what I strive to be. I hope she's ok. Oh and I forgot to write about my Valentine's Day plans!! Ok yes I know I usually am all anti-V day and I wrote an Anti-Valentine's Day Rant, hehe I admit that's like the coolest thing I ever wrote, sooo bitter and icy, it makes me giggle. Anyway, so for Valentine's Jon and I are going to the Cape for the weekend! He's coming on Thursday and sleeping over that night (my dad won't know, hahahah!). Then Friday we go and stay till Monday :) It'll be awesome, I totally need a vacation. I never go anywhere, so this is like a huge deal for me. This will be a major thing though...cause I'm going to tell my dad that I'm going. My dad doesn't know I sleep in hotels with Jon, or slept over other guys houses in the past for that matter. I remember when I told my dad I was going camping with some friends and my boyfriend at the time, he was RIP SHIT! He was flipping out for weeks telling me not to go, that it wasn't right or moral. I have NO idea what he thinks, he thinks I'm a virgin still or something?? Please, I'm 23, I've been around the block more then enough times. But geez telling him I'm going away to the Cape my dad will freak, but you know what I don't give a shit, what can he do or say?? Besides he's such a fucking hypocrite, he's the biggest whore with women, his current girlfriend he almost dumped her after the first date cause she wasn't "physical enough"....on the first date! Anyway, enough about my dad's sex life, gross. I weighed myself today for the first time in weeks. I'm 114lbs, I gained weight. My BMI is 20.8. That's almost 21... But it's normal *sigh* just have to keep telling myself I'm normal weight. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: