Date: Sept. 02, 2002 Time: 12:12 PM My current mood is: Just some randome stuff Damn, I need to catch up with shit online, probably have a zillion emails(most of them porn), and haven't been on TF in ages! Aaaah my dad keeps bugging me telling me to go to Rosh Hashanah dinner on friday at my uncle's. My uncle is lame I don't want to go, I have better things to do on a friday night, he's stupid. I'm not even religious. Last night I went to this place, it's like a goth lounge, hehe. It has a bar and these small tables each with a candle on it, people sitting around them talking while goth music plays in the background. They have a bunch of cool comics to read like Lenore, Johnny the Homicidal Maniac, Gloom Cookie and Oh My Goth. Ok now I feel like I'm doing an add for them, lol. Anyway, Katie met some dude there, personally I thought he seemed geeky and nervous, but hey Katie likes him. While they were off talking me and Hilary spoke about the situation in the middle east, and the UN's thoughts on attacking Iraq, as well as how the current living wage is completly skewed. I'm soooooo glad, I have no work for the rest of the week! I start school Thursday(well have to register and all that crap on Wed.) so I told my work just to have me on for weekends till I figure my scheduale out. I really want to do good this year, I know I can do well I just need to get my head on straight. Last night on the way home, Katie told me how she's nervous cause she has to take Statistics this semester, I told her I got a B+ so it's not that bad, but then I realized... I got a B+ is Statistics! Yet I do horrible in regular easy classes, what's wrong with me?? I need to stop fucking around, I know I can do this shit. None of my classes are hard at all. Maybe that's the problem though? Either way, I really hope my medication works(oh shit I forgot to take it last night). But it just is so horrible that the reason my grades aren't that great isn't cause I don't understand that stuff. Why am I such an underachiever? My mind is just too disorganized. What ever happened to Ugly Kid Joe? I think they should do another album. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: