Date: Apr. 02, 2002 Time: 11:22 PM My current mood is: I wish Katie would get better Today I was all psyched that it was nice out, and planned on taking a nice long walk. But then I didn't, I don't know why but I just didn't want to go outside. Why am I like that? I just don't like going outside anymore. I like nature though. Just want to stay inside and hide. Maybe tomorrow I will take a walk, I better, cause there really isn't any other kind of exercise I can do with my shoulder being the way it is. I'm back to 106lbs, god I am so pathetic. I need to start exercising! I feel bad, Katie is telling me how she's starving herself again and over exercising. I feel bad, cause she seems like someone who has a chance. I mean she was "ok" for awhile there. I really thought she was going to be ok. I know it's hypocritical of me, I just think of her as someone who really has a chance of being ok. She's going on a juice fast, I wish I could go on a juice fast too. I just know with my luck the second I try to fast everyone's going to ask me out to eat and my dad will make me eat dinner with him, that always happens when I try to fast! Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: