Date: Jan. 18, 2002
Time: 10:22 AM
My current mood is:
who am I kidding?
I'm so angry right now. Not really sure at what, probably mostly at myself. I'm a failure. All I do is eat and eat, I will NEVER reach my goal of 90lbs. I'm jealous of everyone, because they don't have to go through this. Should I just give up and eat normal? Forget about weight? Simply because I SUCK at dieting, I'm a total fatty. Who am I kidding, I'm going to end up like my aunt, fucking 400lbs. It's days like this I just want to die, I wish someone would just shoot me. Ok I'm going to go lie down now, what else is there but lying in bed.
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