Date: Sept. 10, 2001 Time: 10:02 AM My current mood is: I need some Bud Right now I'm feeling that old "too depressed to go to class" feeling again, which sucks. I can't not go to classes again this semester, I have to get all A's like I told myself I would. I wish my Prozac would start working, that would be nice. Geez classes just started Thursday and already I'm wanting to not go. I just feel so gross today, like a beached whale. I just want to curl up in bed and lie there all day. But I can't do that. Ok I've totally gotten over that wanting Bud to go away feeling, I really like him a lot now! I think it was just a weird period I had to go through with him, feeling like I wasn't sure if I liked him as much anymore. I'm all set now though, it's the opposite in fact. I can't wait to see him all the time, and I'm feeling kind of afraid that he might not like me. Which i know is dumb to think, cause he constantly compliments me and all that mushy stuff. I'm starting to forget about John now, before I said if I had to pick it would be John but now I think I would pick Bud....although I shouldn't think that, I'm not picking between them. Ok that's all I feel like typing. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: