Date: 2001-01-09
Time: 02:42:04
My current mood is:
boring existance
Uuufff, my life is at a halt right now. I'm so sick of it. Everyday, all I do is sit around or lie in bed, and do nothing. Time seems to go so fast, I can't seem to grasp ahold of it. For example, today I woke up at 3pm, finally got out of my pajamas at like 6 or 7. I've accomplished nothing all day, just sitting around. In fact everyday I've been staying in pajamas till around 5-6. What is wrong with me??? Well, I got a therapy appointment tomorrow, maybe I'll bring that up. I mean, am I just super lazy(most likely) or is it from depression? And I have this feeling...can't quite describe it. I'm not pissed, kinda annoyed. Or perturbed. But not at anythying in particular. Actually maybe at myself, I'm frustrated at myself. I ate all these mini candy bars today and last night, piggy me. I need to buy diet pills, I mean I won't take them all the time, just when I get the urge to binge, I think that will be ok. I can't believe, I'm getting together with Rhonna and Karen this weekend! Rhonna I haven't seen in a while, but I still talk to her. Karen...I haven't seen or spoken to her since...I don't know, months and months! Well, when we all worked together last year, I was gross and fat. This time, I won't be! I need to make sure I shape up and lose some pounds, so when Karen sees me she'll think "Whoa, she's not fat anymore!". Rhonna's already seen me at this weight. Well, that's all for now.
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