Date: 2000-12-09
Time: 02:22:11
My current mood is:
sad sad sad
Well my Zoloft was working for a bit. Now I think it's starting to go down hill. Why why why It's not fair...I felt ok, really ok for a while. Now it's back, my sorrow. It's going to be here forever, for the rest of my life. I should have know. Why did I bother to try? Now it just laughs in my face. Now that I've seen what it's like, what it's like to be normal, now I'm going back again and it's even worse because now I have that knowledge, of what it's like on the other side. I ate so much today. I totally binged last night and today, gross. I think I'm 97lbs. God, why am I crying?? I'm so emotionally unstable! I'm on so much antidepressants, and none of it is working ::sob sob:: I'm doomed for eternity.
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