Date: Dec. 22, 2001 Time: 4:06 AM My current mood is: My brain is going to explode, yay. Don't mind that last entry, just playing around with my diary, adding new stuff. I'm really tired so I'm going to have to finish another time. I've had a fucking headache all day, OUCH! That sucks, cause I never get headaches. I'm sure purging a bunch of times didn't help either. My fingers are puffy today too, it's kind of weird! When I bend my fingers they hurt cause of it. I hung out with Julie tonight, it was cool :) At first when I asked her to hang out, I immediatly felt regret. That familier feeling of wanting to just stay in, the dread of hanging out with others, having to make social contact. I don't know why I feel like that, I think it's been for the past few months or something, I just don't really like hanging out with people, I have to force myself too. I end up having a good time usually, but it's hard to make myself leave the house to go. I'm such a geek! Ok I'm off to bed now! Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: