Date: Oct. 23, 2001 Time: 4:23 PM My current mood is: second entry I already made an entry today, but I feel like making another. I'm so depressed right now. I'm just such a total loser, it's pathetic. I keep digging myself deeper and deeper into shit. I could be getting A's in my classes, yet due to skipping and not doing work I can barely pass. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just get it together? Right now I'm listening to Nutshell by Alice In Chains, I really like that song. I feel like I can relate to it a lot, because it's so depressing and lonely. "We chase misprinted lies We face the path of time And yet I fight, and yet I fight This battle all alone No one to cry to No place to call home My gift of self is raped My privacy is raked And yet I find, yet I find Repeating in my head If I can't be my own I'd feel better dead" I think I'd feel better dead. Leave a message Last Entry ~ Next Entry Enter email to occasionally get special or pointless updates: