Date: Dec. 10, 2003
Time: 10:37 PM
My current mood is:
Bitching about food
*sigh* I'm all depressed now. Today I had my appointment with the specialist about me having Polycycstic Ovary Syndrome(PCOS). So I went, and the doctor said my gyno didn't fax over my blood test, so I had to go home and call in 10 days! Grrr. This sucks, cause now I won't have an appt. for like 2 weeks! It's one thing if it's just a regular doctors appt., but when you know something's wrong, it really sucks putting it off. So anyway, just now I started getting all depressed about the PCOS, reading up online about it making myself feel even worse. They say you're supposed to eat like people do for diabetes, low sugar and low refined flour(white bread). Well what the fuck?! With my IBS, I can't eat whole wheat things, so I have to eat white bread! What am I supposed to do? I eat things like sugary low fiber cereals, white bread, pasta, white rice all the time cause I can digest it well...yet now with this other problem I'm supposed to stay away from all these things. WHAT CAN I EAT? Granted, I don't eat tons of sugar or anything anyway, so that's good, but I really don't know how I'm going to give up these things. Plus with being vegetarian, I don't eat meat or diary(and I'm lactose intolerent anyway), and try to avoid eggs. So jesus christ! What makes this hard is trying to get over an eating disorder yet I can't fucking eat anything... oops Jon's here, gotta go!
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