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Date: May. 05, 2004
Time: 12:10 AM My current mood is:
Fight fight fight! And last night, my dad told me to put my dishes away that were in the sink, and I started yelling and flipping out at him. As I was fighting with him, my sister buts in with a "Why are you yelling?" to me, in this way that made me feel so stupid. Whatever! I was so pissed about all of it. I went back downstairs and refused to talk to Jon, because I was so angry/depressed. For most of the night I was like that, he kept trying to cheer me up but I just couldn't be happy or speak much. Finally later on I lightened up. I guess writing it out, it sounds dumb, but I dunno what my problem is. I've also been eating tons of junk food lately. For example today I've eaten 3 candybars, a bowl of ice cream, a little Celeste pizza...and these were all just snacks! Everyday is like this, I really need to stop. Yesterday was cupcakes, mini donuts, Reeses... I look totally gross, but I keep craving binges. I need to get my weight under control, I'm getting huge! |
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