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Date: Jul. 30, 2003
Time: 1:54 AM My current mood is:
My Day Since today was Katie's birthday, I went over to eat dinner with her, Michael and her family. I was upset though, knowing we'd have to eat all this food. I ended up purging 2/3 of it. Thankfully the cake was icecream cake, so I declined proclaiming my lactose intolerence. After, Katie, Michael and I went out to a bar. Katie talked about hooking up with Jim, and from then on the atmosphere was tense (Michael has a thing for Katie). Then Michael got all self deprecating and I talked with him a little bit about it. I started smoking again today, I bought a pack of Liggets. I was sick of bumming smokes off of everyone, I know I'm getting annoying about it! Jon came over after I got back. We had a talk about how I think I'm fat. He says I'm "very thin". Please! That's a bunch of horse crap. I feel bad though, I feel like I should warn him that I'm planning on losing 10 more pounds (I already lost 5), but what good would that do? He'd just try to talk me out of it. My therapist told me to try to add 300 calories more to what I'm eating. Right. I'm going to subtract 300 calories instead, to punish myself for eating more then 800 calories lately...now I must eat 500 >:( |
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