Date: Feb. 23, 2004
Time: 1:19 AM
My current mood is:
Fat
Everything is triggering the shit out of me! Last night I went to the shiva at my aunt's house, a bunch of people were there. My sister got up and my aunt was like "Can you believe, she's a double zero!", then looked to me and said "And she's the fat one. She's a size one". I'm actually a size two. I just felt so awful that she said that. I KNOW I'm the fat one, why point it out to everyone there?? And again Jon commented on my large boobs(which means I'm fat). *sigh* I just feel awful. I hate my fat so much, I'm disgusting. I keep trying to eat very little but then I end up getting hungry and eating, and also eating and puking. Bah. I'm so disgusting I hate myself.
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