So classes have started. I'm going to be switching some of them still though. Today the air smelled like the sea.I'm confused, I'm trying to eat well so I can do good in school, yet when I eat that much I freak out and start purging it, which of course makes it even worse cause then I'm all tired/exhausted and not keeping stuff down. Perhaps my goal of 1,500 calories a day (this way I can maintain my weight) is too high, I think I will aim a little lower so I can feel ok about keeping things down. So frustrating. And at the same time I want to lose weight, but I know I shouldn't, I should just focus on school.
I'm tired, I want to take a nap. But Passions is on soon! So maybe I'll sleep after that ;)
Tonight Jon is coming over and I'm cooking a vegan dinner for us! I'm not sure what I'm going to make yet... perhaps Seiten, since Jon seems so fond of the name (I told him I bought it and he keeps saying "Satan! Satan!" lol). After this we're going to see the movie Thirteen. I can't wait to see it.