Last night I talked to my ex, John online. He asked if I have an online diary yet, eek! I said no of course, but apperently online diaries are the latest fad. It's kind of annoying, I mean I didn't start this because it was some trendy thing, I guess it kind of bothers me to think that what I'm doing is like that. Anyway, he dyed his hair bright red, he showed me a pic it's SO insanely bright! So after that day that I had that talk with Jon and kicked him out, I didn't hang out with him the next day. I went to this lame party with Katie and Michael. Some guy I was talking to called me "princess", and I was like no you didn't! So I made fun of him, kinda bit his head off about it. Everyone kept complimenting my shirt! It's a tight/stretch black shirt, with long sleeves except...sort of hard to explain, but all the way down my sleeves it's open with criss crosses. Some guy was like "So, are you goth?", I hate when people ask me that! Basiclly all these guys were talking to me, and I woo'd them with my bizarre knowledge of things (they were very impressed that I knew the technical name for someone who humps trees). Everyone there was so lame. So then yesterday I went over Jon's, and the second I came in, before we barely even said hi, we started passionatly kissing/making out/having sex! Woohoo! It was quite awesome sex too. He now lives in my town, only has to move a few other things from his old apartment. I like it, it looks nice.
Anyway today I didn't go to class AGAIN, second time in a row! Bad!! I owe tons of papers :( Grrr I need to do my work!! I didn't purge in days...maybe 4? Not really sure. But anyway, I decided to reward myself with a b/p (which became 2 b/p's).
I watched a thing on on a porno star, and it made me not want to lose weight..maybe I should keep my boobs you know? Maybe I should try to be sexy. If I lost weight I'd be loosing boobs and ass, not sexy. But whatever, I'll change my mind tomorrow and want to lose weight again.