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Date: Feb. 25, 2003
Time: 11:07 PM My current mood is:
Pondering Yesterday didn't do very well as far as purging, I ended up puking three times. Today I did much better though, didn't do it at all! I just have to put that behind me and realize that it's a choice, and I'm chosing to NOT do that anymore, enough! Today at therapy Joyce brought up going to the eating disorder day clinic Here. I'm not really sure how much help I would even need, since I'm not really that bad now, I mean I am lapsing a bit but it's definitly not as bad as I was before. I guess I should call and ask what would be an appropriate program for me. Had work today, did another little "Gee I had work yesterday? I didn't even know, teehee!" *evil grin* Of course they bought it too. Catherine gave me a talk asking if I was quitting because she threatened to give me a warning the other day, I said no but looked at her blankly, unsmiling. As I left the office she yelled out "Have a nice life", I stopped and REALLY wanted to say fuck off bitch but just smiled and kept walking, laughing to myself. Stupid bitch. Jon's still looking for jobs and apartments, no luck yet. |
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