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Date: Feb. 28, 2002
Time: 4:04 PM My current mood is:
I weighed myself finally My sister-"Yes. They're going to want you out sooner. I mean come on, they're going to be newly weds, why would they want a third person around raining on their parade?" Geez. She's right, I mean how annoying for me to be here, I'm just going to be a third wheel. Well I am 22, I should be moved out anyway. Ok, so how about this, if I can't < So far it's what, 3 weeks that I've been dating Christopher? Something like that, I don't keep track really. We still have only kissed! How odd. How very middle school. With Bud after the first month we were already having sex. Not that I want to have sex with Christopher, just noting the difference. Last night I was thinking about how odd it was that he kisses me on my head sometimes. Yes, I think it's odd. When someone kisses you on the head, it's a purely emotional expression. I don't know, it makes me feel very odd, the blatent display of non-sexual affection, I don't know how to handle that. Creeps me out kinda. Not that I don't like him, I do. Just....emotions, ick. Ok and now for the most anticipated news...ok maybe just for me it is, lol. I weighed myself today, and the magic number is: 113lbs. I took my BMI Here, and it says 20.7, which is normal. How odd though, normal is considered 20-25, so it's like I'm on the low end of normal...yet I AM SO FUCKING HUGE! Like there is any way I would be 25. Ok so according to this, my normal weight range is 109-136?? Ya right. This doesn't seem right. If I was 88lbs I would have a BMI of 16.1, *sigh* I wish. I am such a pig, I've been saying I want to diet, but I really haven't been. When I try to restrict, what happens is that I don't eat all day, then at night I eat a ton. Or I just eat a ton all day long. Oh shit. I'm missing my physical therapy appointment right now. |
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