Don't mind that last entry, just playing around with my diary, adding new stuff. I'm really tired so I'm going to have to finish another time. I've had a fucking headache all day, OUCH! That sucks, cause I never get headaches. I'm sure purging a bunch of times didn't help either. My fingers are puffy today too, it's kind of weird! When I bend my fingers they hurt cause of it.
I hung out with Julie tonight, it was cool :) At first when I asked her to hang out, I immediatly felt regret. That familier feeling of wanting to just stay in, the dread of hanging out with others, having to make social contact. I don't know why I feel like that, I think it's been for the past few months or something, I just don't really like hanging out with people, I have to force myself too. I end up having a good time usually, but it's hard to make myself leave the house to go. I'm such a geek!
Ok I'm off to bed now!