Warning: this post is kind of yuckyOi vey! I just binged/purged, yucky. I think I just puked more then I ever have in my life praticly :P And you know, the reason I stopped was cause I was getting bored, I could have yacked way more even! Ok this post is kind of gross. I've puked everyday this week so far I think, I really should not do that. I promised myself that I would only do it once in a while, oh well. I just looked in the mirror and I look like total shit. I have dark circles around my eyes, I look like I have AIDS today or something. And gross, my stomach is all fat, why oh why did I eat that whole box of macaroni and cheese???? This sucks man. Why can't I just get back into the ana thing, I like that better then doing the whole bulimic thing. I feel so dizzy today, it's not like it's from lack of food though, oh well who cares. I'm going to go take a shower now, maybe when I'm done I will magicly not look like shit today lol.