Date: 2000-11-18
Time: 04:07:40
My current mood is:
Apathy
Well I don't really have anything to say. I don't really feel anything right now. I feel like I've lost all emotions. Well, I mean not totally. But I'm just kinda bored all the time. I don't even hang out with my friends that much anymore. I'm bored all the time! I wish I at least had mood swings like I used to, lol. That at least made me feel more...alive I guess. Now I just feel bland, nothing. I'm getting all As in school, and I just got into the honors program...but you know I don't even care. It means nothing. Everyone says "oh you must be so happy you're getting all A's!". I just lie and say yes, I am. But in reality, I have no clue why, but I have no emotion to it. I wish I felt sad, or happy, or something! Oh well who cares.
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